If I wasn't before already, I've been made obviously bi-polar through motherhood. One second I'm on cloud nine in awe of how wonderful and beautiful life is to have given me such a beautiful creation and the next I'm in the kitchen hyperventalating while trying to open a beer thinking to myself, "I can't do this, I can't take it, I can't handle it!" And this is not a one time occurence, it has happened more than a couple times. So if sometimes I may seem normal, be warned--I'm not I'm frantically bi-polar and possibly on the verge of an instant switch over to 'crazy'!
I hate it when people say stuff to piss me off and I don't think of a good come back till like two!! seconds after I walk away. Ugh, so unsatisfying.
I just showered for the first time in 4 (maybe more cause my memory is shot) days.